This is my first Podcast - co-hosted with Professional Medium Pete Martocci aka Blue Collar Spiritualist - where we discuss everything under the mystical / spiritual / woo-woo umbrella. 

The style is raw conversation, fly on the wall type listening. I start out timid & really come into my own. 
I loved this podcast, it ended suddenly & way too soon.

(The first two episodes I was recording on a potato mic so if you push through (or skip) it becomes a lot more bearable to listen to.)

Ep 1: Connecting with the Infinite

In this episode:

  • We discuss our own awakenings & original motivation toward gaining consciousness.

  • Epic trip stories.

  • Vee is recording on a tin can. (We're working on it.)

  • What even is death?

  • Disagreements about aliens.

  • Pete hates Jesus.

Ep 2: Pete doesn’t care.

In this episode:

  • We talk parenting & projection.

  • Pete disagrees.

  • Vee downgraded to recording on a potato. (Sorted next ep.)

  • Everything is make-believe.

  • Emotions, emotions, emotions.

  • The precarious judgement of (spiritual) leaders.

  • The ethics of energetics.

Ep 3: “Yaaaaaaay.”

In this episode:

  • Fasting, mucus, & drinking piss. (sorry)

  • Spiritual power exchange.

  • How hard is too hard a message?

  • Pete picks up on a father wound.

  • Allowing excitement back in. (just gen X/Aquarius things)

  • To die or not to die?

  • Discernment but like not a good explanation at all.

Ep 4: Reverse Jesus

In this episode:

  • Gloves off!

  • Digging into programming, influence, & integration.

  • Arguing with unconscious folk + martyr energy.

  • Fighting the blue-collar crew.

  • Baby alien invasions (cute).

  • To plant or not to plant (the flag)?

  • It feels fucking great to be Vee & Pete.

Ep 5: Stockpiling Pussy

In this episode:

  • Awkward self plug under duress apparently.

  • Anger Heartgasm & the psychic transmutation of intergenerational trauma.
    (Read in the cadence of Harry Potter)

  • We're all just fucked up kids.

  • Pete gets flooded (& is that femme?).

  • Emoooooootionsssssssssss. 

  • Bloomin' Heart Chakras. 

  • Pete's inner Aubrey Marcus. 

  • Surrender to trance.

Ep 6: Head to Head

In this episode:

  • Pete goes digging for shadow.

  • He's actually looking for a fight.

  • (Vee writes the show notes.)

  • So much info on the mechanics of the Psyche.

  • Tonnes of dicks.

  • Projections, projections.

  • This one was painful to edit & scary to post.

Ep 7: Bombshell

In this episode:

  • Are demons making Miley Cyrus an empowered woman?

  • Trump as a Trump card.

  • The lifeguards have us forgetting to be mystics.

  • Pete's matriarchal lore.

  • "Shut the fuck up."

  • We uncover a bombshell in Pete's family history.

  • Shockwaves. (No one was ready).

Ep 8: Truckin’ Feelings

In this episode:

  • Unconditionally loving not knowing someone irl.

  • Vee's Purpose (death & vulnerability).

  • Emotional Expression as the keys to The Matrix & Demiurge.

  • Theoretical Manifestation 101.

  • Pete manifests snacks with love.

  • The world leaders are literal children.

  • Vee's spiritual awakening lore dump.

Ep 9: Yoinking the Squirrel

In this episode:

  • Being a ventriloquist dummy for spirit.

  • Everyone's healing their solar plexus right now.

  • When people don't actually express it's energetically dumping. (Quit repressing already).

  • Our inner children are multifaceted.

  • The structure of the psyche & breaking time again.

  • Kabbalah & Qlippoth discussion with almost no expertise in the room. 

  • Ritual is redundant now (if you want).

  • Meryl: [holding up a jar of cocoa, slipping into advertising mode] Why don't you let me fix you some of this Mococoa drink? All natural cocoa beans from the upper slopes of Mount Nicaragua. No artificial sweeteners.

    Truman: [looking around] What the hell are you talking about? Who are you talking to?

  • "Feminist Stacy" enters the chat to talk about enlightened women.

  • Impromptu shamanic clearing via chitchat.

Ep 10: Vee is the Mushroom

In this episode:

  • Pete & Vee's sweet & normal past life recollection.

  • Metaphysical Mechanics 101.

  • Pete asks how to not be emotionally raw while asking for more and more triggers on the daily. 

  • The guardian of the threshold. 

  • Burdens & alignment. (Do we all just drop our kids off in the woods?) 

  • Mediumship lesson with accents & existential cheeseburgers.

  • So many giggles.

Ep 11: Self-Driving Car Consciousness

In this episode:

  • Fallen Angels & Goodfellas

  • I love Lam-p. (Turns out Lam is *not* Aiwass)

  • Is Magick just Scientific Materialism?

  • Pete thinks we're inside an experiment.

  • Lore dump of the Bashar explanation of human consciousness.

  • We break Pete's brain for a hot second.

  • We defuse a niggling trigger.

Ep 12: Fat Rabbits

In this episode:

  • Incomplete thoughts on the topic of narcissists. 

  • We recorded while live on TikTok and Vee has performance anxiety from being killed in a past life. 

  • Pete's moving blues. 

  • We try talking about narcissists again. (Slightly more successfully). 

  • Schrodinger's 9/11. 

  • Vee's monetary backstory & Pete's psychotic self-discipline. 

  • Eating Love & tubby tums.

Ep 13: Twin Flames or like whatever..

In this episode:

  • TWIN FLAMES. (fucking hell)

  • Soulmates too. (fucking hell)

  • Pete *loves* to roll around in Vee squirming from uncomfortableness.

  • Clairsentience vs. clairempathy.

  • Vee likes to be in control. (surprising no one)

  • Mediumship vs psychic reading & impromptu psychic reading. 

  • Healers are just self healers ultimately.

  • Hot alien debates & how we control our realities via perception not ego.

    (**it is actually the Alta Major Chakra, not the Haru Chakra on the back of the neck**)